Exclusivity. Pureness. Perfection.
These are all the things i want. But sadly it all runs down and dissolves after time.
Enjoy and appreciate before its gone. Always give it a thought before you set foot.
People will change, sometimes better than who they use to be. Those who head towards the other direction i hope you don't drift too far off from that awesome you.
Maybe after time when memories and feelings become so profound, maybe its alright that you lose a little exclusiveness.
You always want that boy/girl, in my case a girl, that you could hold on to, walk in town with and feel proud of. Well, i definitely got my girl. Smart, capable, occasionally independent, mysterious and beautiful. Currently, i've spent 20% of my life committed to her. I love her. She's pure and perfect. I went "yeah, this is it!" after she gave the green lights to this. No one can compare to this girl i've found. Everyone is special, but this one i've got right by me is special special.
Baby, we all make mistakes. I kn
ow there's that one mistake you might take a lil' longer to forgive yourself but i need you to know that i'm sorta over it. I love you still and i love you the same. You would always tell me by the phone it'd take a lifetime to make up to me or the occasional "i'll never make it up to you", but no. Im no superman, im no prefecto magnificento either. As long as you don't do it again and be who you are - innocently honest - we'd make an awesome couple.
I can see myself waking up to you under our warm white sheets all tangled up on a saturday morning, married. Come home to your dinner, television after a bath together and make up sex after arguing over who gets control over the television remote.
Okay, forget about the previous para, i know im weird. Sorry. Goodnight.
revvvvv, nicholas
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