I love her

[The Work Out]

Been going to the gym lately with brother from another mother and her. Not much results but definitely different. I feel, stronger and... well, bigger! haha. So cool! Basically brother a.k.a JJ a.k.a Jia-jun will tell me what is the plan for the day and how does it improve myself and we will execute the misson in about an hour and a half, or two. I have to say i am pretty damn weak for a 17, pretty DAMN weak. Pfff, and i still got a girl to look after. The weights im lifting are nothing compared to what J are lifting! Kudos to him really, he have got superb self-discipline and sheer determination. Which clearly i ain't got none! I give it my all no matter how tired my muscle were. I remember i can't even do a single full push up! yeah, i was that tired. I was shivering man, there were others in the gym but hell with them i just kept shaking. He really think very highly of me and gave me weights totally out of my tier! so so so heavy! haha. Felt like a fucking weak pussy at that moment. I'm fine, no worries. Slowly i can do heavier, i would say the results are visible pretty quick. Shall continue this and see how it goes :)

[F.R.I.E.N.D.S]

There are the goodies and the baddies (boo). After gym last friday together with the girl we went to meet some other kids a year younger than us at some basketball court. Nice people i knew were there! Said hi here and there but there were a couple i just don't know why i cant seem to connect with them. They seem to put up this "wall" that reads "hey, im cooler than you so come greet me before i'll look at you" kinda shit. I hope i'm wrong but im sure you would know what i mean and possibly know exactly what i mean. But whatever man, im pretty cool myself. So no "hi"s exchanged. Oh oh, walking towards the people by the court and this guy that i never see before just pointed and Jj and call him dick face in dialect. What daaaaaa fuq? i was shock by his pure rudeness! With my laid-back self nothing happen. haha, im sure if Hendro or some other guy was in Jj's -mr.nice- shoes that guy would've been fucked! But seriously, respect the people around you. You'd never know if one day you might just need them. I sincerely hope that you know the people around don't really enjoy your presence and what you see now are all fake smiles and brotherhood. 

[Her]

Miss Universe. My lil'princess.

Things have been alright, always have been. Oh, i really enjoy when people just randomly mention us on twitter and wish is the best. Really perks me up and definitely a smile for the day. The latest one i could recall was Fion who wish the best for us and hope we get married. Haha, really nice. We quarrel. Yes we do. Look, everyone quarrel even our parents but we still last. Sometimes, no maybe most of the time, quarrels actually makes each party treasure the relationship more and really hold on tight. Quarrels to me now are little reminders of how brittle and fragile love is. No matter how long or how far people have gone, things will never be yours. She will never be yours forever. Always love that girl and treat her like a princess or a spoilt brat. They do not owe you their love. Being able to love and be love is a blessing. To be in love and bump into a relationship are a common miracle we treat lightly. Give in, but not all the time. If one ever hold up that big men ego of "she's mine no matter how i treat her she have to love me", bad shit will happen bro, bad bad shit. 

I really love my girl. We either quarrel less but super destructive or less destructive but super often. Haha, i find it really cute after every quarrel cause we both will be super soft towards each other and its all like baby love. hehe. I'm never letting this go. Yep im sure. i know her inside out, outside in. 

revvvvv, nic