I can't wait to marry my baby girl that i've been with for 3 years, 8months and 3 days.
Down on one knee with the perfect diamond ring, proudly asking her hand for marriage. Every time when my mind is high and thinking freely, i'll think of my future with Ashley. Like how life will be like if this happen, if we had these, if this and if that. Lots of if and sometimes thinking of all these really makes me happy and i just cant wait for the time to come!
{ Financials }
I predict we'll probably earn small bucks for the first few years of our life together. Maybe a total of $7,000? Hopefully... Times will be harder as we grow, a decent job is only... well, decent. With whatever we may earn, baby i want to know that we will still have as much fun and the moments we create will be the most valuable thing we will ever own. Like how she use to question me, "what if we lived in a humble 3-room flat?" It's a very real and possible question. To me, a cozy home will do. I definitely fancy a gorgeous home with branded automobil by the gates but frankly, all i need is you and a roof over out heads to live by the days. However, no matter how bad things are i still want a well renovated interior where is cozy and livable. Else, i'd rather you find some other men where you will be getting what that pretty face of yours deserve. I promise i'll so everything in my power to get us the best we could ever get. One life, lets live it like a boss.
{ Work life }
We'll both be probably working at different companies and probably have very different schedules just like right now where our schools, courses and time table are very different. But hey, i can get to spend the whole night with her and she's all mine! At least a good solid 8 hours of being with her throughout the night! Geeez how wonderful! We'll pick each other up who ever ends earlier will get to drive! haha! Dinner out will always be an option. BUT BUT BBUUTT, its even a nicer thought and much more cozy if i ever work late and she ever ends early, she'll drive home first as agreed who ends early gets to drive. Then prepare a scrumptious home cook chinese dishes with steamed rice! Awww, so fucking nice. After work where im tired and shit, i get to look forward to a nice meal with my beloved and having her picking me from work to eat her already prepared food! haha, i know i dream big. Off days are definitely keepers where i'll hold dearly and spend is superbly wise. Omg, im quite scared we wont have enough time for ourselves when we start working :( But still, im pretty god damn excited.
{ Entertainment }
There will be a room of computers, PS3, Wii and a sweet sweet home theater system! We'll play maple or wolfteam side by side -hopefully there will be new and more thrilling games available in the future-. And these are just indoor fun! Golf with friends and buddies are sure fun and so is travelling! I'd love to travel with friends and close buddies together hopefully i can sometimes this year or the next. Lets not forget the good old TV set with cable channels! just slack in during the weekends and just snuggled. Thats entertainment for me!
{ Family }
To have her eyes on little me. To have her bare my child. I'll break down emotionally i swear. Okay, maybe i'll break down for the first child, subsequent kids i think i'll get use to it. Buy baby wear and those little branded sneakers! Cute beyond words ah i tell you! Especially those adidas, nike, converse and Y-3! Every baby is cute and lovable. But imagine OUR OWN FUCKING LITTLE MONSTER? It'd be a million times the fun and a trillion times cuter! Imagine, our own thing. Our creation. A production from out love. Me and ash's bone and blood. LOL, you know in chinese they say "gu rou" haha. Ya, bone and blood dudes! Another huge huge enormous reason why i can't wait to marry her.
{ Curfew }
Fuck curfews, we'll come back any fucking time we want.
{ Sex }
I've imagine this a whole lot of times i tell you. When im in the movies with her, out with my friends, on the way to school and even during boring lectures. We'll probably have sex whenever she is in the mood, well im definitely always in the mood -i hope work stress dont affect my sheer man power- . I can do it anyway man. During showers, in the bath tub, on the couch, dining table, piano and even kitchen. Good luck to all my guest man haha! But im sure you guys will do the same if you have the one person you love so much. Singapore law states we can't be naked in our own house? I'll give this particular regulation a big F and be fucking BUTT naked for as long as i can. When im watching tv, eating or working home. I love being naked. no but seriously, having sex with your baby love is the best thing that could happen and snuggling right after is a must. Waking up to the same face and just loving them all over again in the morning before work. Too tiring for the body? Nothing is ever too tiring for a couple deeply in love. If he or she refuses or do not seem to enjoy the idea of snuggling and rush off somewhere then i think you should question him or her about the seriousness of the relationship. no joke bro. Okay this is getting a little out of hand. Its just purely my imagination and i hope you lovely readers don't gross our get got offended!
So basically, i really wanna marry her and do all these and even more i just dont have the time to pen down all of them. Oh and on a random note, i love the smell of the zoo. Im ready for this, i am never ever this sure and decisive about the things in my life but for Ashley this beautiful and amazing girl i've met im extremely sure. GOD DAMN IT YOU BETTER GIVE ME ALL THE BLESSING IN THE WORLD.
Wait! Is is gay or gay that a guy like me blogs? To me, blogging really is just a tool for me to read back on my past and see how much i've grown or change. And also is really just to type out my thought during my free time and i have to say it is pretty good way to relief stress!
Thanks for reading this long and disgusting post. see you~
revvvvv, nic
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