Saturday, 26 May 2012

Lucky me, lucky me.

She has curves like the sweeping lines of a Bentley, and a character so exquisite that i can't feel anymore blessed to have her.

I'm happy. Over the edge. I swore i watched my girlfriend grew. On the inside and out. From an innocent, narrow minded, dumb (can i say dumb? wtv, imma use dumb anyways) to now a, slightly more matured female who knows how this world works. Basically its all me. I taught her most of the nasty things that we might; will face. Because, she was this girl that knew nothing about evil people and big baddies. She thinks everything and everyone are kindhearted and pure. I couldn't take it how pure minded my 14 year old girl at that time. I remember when i first started to 'inject' the real world shit into her mind till she just cover up her ears and shut her eyes. Fortunately, she's more human now and not too much a cartoon character like before. She can now see selfish individuals and differentiate lovely from nasty. And on the outside, damn, she looks stunning beyond words. From a girl to a woman. Hehe, i'm thinking of  her now as i type and i miss her so much. I'm me when im around her and i'm happy with she's around.

I feel rather bad that i didn't anything fancy for our 4th anni due to the fucking term test coming up. If this was secondary's term test i would just kick back and take my girl for a nice day. Feeling real guilty now. Okay i am the baddest boyfriend any girl can get already, i know. We had Wendy's though. Yummy.

Term test have really taken its toll on me bitch. Ain't enjoying life like how we teens should. Wanna do well but am so lazy to study.
Just like our parents (so they better shut the fuck up), wants to earn big bucks but don't want to work.
Just like investors (so they better shut the fuck up), wants fat returns but expect little risk.
Just like teachers (so they better shut the fuck up), wants good results from students to reflect on themselves but lazy to teach.

I miss my gaming days with my bros and ash. We use to play this game called Wolfteam and for a girl i would say my girl really rocked the game. I'm just glad she's on my team. She really have my back whenever i need someone. Arg such awesome time ruined by hackers and basically are big cheaters.

Back to how lucky i am. I don't strum the strings of guitars, tap on the keys of a piano or even hit beautiful notes with my voice. But im still loved by this Chic. Yup thats it. A beautiful one to add on.

Friday, 25 May 2012

(365 X 4 + 1) beautiful days.

Dear blog,

That did not start out right... So embarrassing! Moving on, today is the 4th year being together with my little devil. 4 years may feel, sound or seems like a long period of time and many people might think that it takes a lot for two young individual (in their teens especially) to share such a significant time together. However you may think, but this 4 years passed by really quickly (for me, that is). I can still vividly remember the day i officially checked her out, like full head to toe scan! She was in her pink Mashimaro pajamas, the top was so oversized at that point of time that her long sleeves only allowed her tiny baby-like fingers to show! And her pants... wow... so thin i could almost... ahhh i'll stop here. The main thing i want to put across is that she's ridiculously adorable and definitely made it on my list. She's the Only one on my list in fact. 

Everyday is true gift. Having a day with someone who loved you back as hard as you love'em is a true rare gift. Finding one's other half; he would unearth the world to find. Fortunately, i didn't have to dig up too much earth before i met Ashley. I really wanna thank you; baby girl for being here for me. Pushing me through times i should've be diligent and encouraging me through things i never thought i'll accomplish. You always put yourself, your needs, your wants, basically your everything after me. I'm always your tip top priority, not matter how small my matter is. I'm extremely thankful and not to mention honored. You are, a real dime. 

Our touch; always tender. Our voices; ever loving. Our kisses; ever passionate. 

Oh my god. Whatever shit i just type up there sounds gayish. Hope i got my message across well. 
Ashley Yeo Sihui, thank you for being my love.


revvvvv nic.